I have not much to say yet I feel compelled to blog.
I am now 21 – does this make me a mature adult now? I doubt it. People will still find it necessary to treat me like a child. Whether they mean to or not i’ve no idea, it annoys me though.
Being 21 feels incredibly grown up though! Though when I turned 18 I felt very grown up … and now looking back 18 is fucking young. So maybe I should grow up a bit … settle down and get married, have a baby … oh no wait … I think marriage is a pointless activity and I don’t want children. I guess i’ll just have to settle for having fun instead, hard life.
Relationships seem to be cropping up a lot lately in conversations with the pals and the fam. I am a fussy cow when it comes to the male species and I do know that, but then why shouldn’t I be? I didn’t appreciate being told that I shouldn’t be so fussy. I am not gonna jump into a relationship with any old person, and to be honest I would rather have no relationship than have one I wasn’t completely happy with.
I just seem to have an uncanny habit of liking people I can’t have. Sucks.
